HEY GUYS...

it was my bday yesterday...older one yr le...hahhaa...n oso muz thankz my mum for going all the pains to give birth to mi...n oso for bringing mi up...hahaha....oh god...i m crazy...ahahhaha....
k k...firstly...thankz my buddies 1st....include diana...huimin...angela...joyce...n shixing...hhaha...they bought mi the elva disc...which i wanted badly...n oso a bag...thankz so much guys...they r the 1st to gif mi presents...haha...secondly...to jiawang...thankz for the bear he gif...hahaha....next...to zhengyih...even thru he not in sch yesterday...but he make the effort to pass the present to a classmate of mine n pass it to mi...hahaa...thankz ah...n oso to tat big bunch of guys...which include alistair...sin teck...ray...dominic...minwei...hong chuan....chyuan yi...alfred...they share n bought such a big cushion....ahhaa...touched~! really...haha...n lastly to lifang...which gif mi a pig...look like mi ah...but short of a mole...hahaha...just kidding~! hahaa....
tat the pressie...really tot i will go without a cake...like last yr...but...they all filled mi wif surprise...although the horoscope bk say tat virgo dun like surprise...i find it quite untrue...hahaa...really tot tat everyone haf left...but hu noes...hahaha...muz thankz my buddies n oso hong chuan...ray plus sinteck n oso not forgetting chong yang.....n oso to chyuan yi...which contributes but need to left early...haha...thankz thankz n many thankzs....hahaha....

took my chinese o level result 2 days ago...can't say tat i did badly...or i did berli well...mayb juz average...got a b3 for it...i believe i can do better...but i fail at compo there...haha...forget it lahz...even through i m unable my target of getting a a2 for chinese...not intenting to retake for chinese...juz leave it as it is....n buck up on my other subjects...hahaa...
wah lau...i today berli suay lehz...got out of my hse n walk to the life...stood for 5 mins...thinking y the lift is not here yet...den discovering i forget to press the button...haha...den i press lohz...den went reach the level floor...den my neighbour...dunno from which floor de...tink juz came back from walking dog ba...c his dog is tied le...den i took my guts to walk out of the lift...who noe the dog came in front of mi...n keep braking...i got a shock man...i try to walk out...the dog keep braking n keep coming after mi...no choice...went back in the lift...den my neighbour keep saying sorry to mi....hug his dog n walk away...haiz...so pai seh....haiz...
i dunno is i today too shock liaoz or wad...when i was returning hm juz now...i was like looking ard to c whether there is any dogs or cat...coz my tis area too wu lu le...coz now upgrading mahz...all fence up le...den the sercuity guards oso no use de lahz...forever staying the information counter...wun get out de...mayb i should go complain abt them....they wun b looking ard the area...not juz sitting inside...haha...dun tok abt it...juz tat i tink i heard some ringing sound after mi...but juz can't figure it out...haiz...dun wanna tink abt it le lahz...giving goosebumps sia...haha...
haiz...tink i shall end here today le...hehe...blog another time...today i m so tired...after facing a few hrs of chemistry tys...sick of it liaoz le lahz...hahaha...hao le hao le...go sleep le...nitez all~!

happy 39th bday singapore~! went out today...wif jarrick...jimmy...eric...ray...sin teck...angela...angeline...shixing...went to amk k box...have a fun time there...for like 3 hours...haha...enjoy myself...now den i know sin teck can sing so well sia...surprise sia...but he nv fail to keep us luffing wif him jokes...hahaha...den after tat went to play pool wif them...i dunno how to play pool...haha...den they teach mi how to play...but i useless....didn't manage to get any of the balls in...muz work harder next time...hahaa...but still muz have my shi fu teach mi...hehee...
my mock exams r round the corner...after tat i got my prelims le...wun b blogging as often ba...but i will try lohz...so dun blame mi for tat...kae? hehe...i go off le....hehee....take care...

i shall not waste my times anymore...i muz put my times on studies before relationship...as for u...i decide to let it go wif the wind..................

today is 22/7...which is oso my buddy...shixing de birthday...haha...finally she 17 years old le...kae kae...tat sentence is wrong...but i haven 17 myself too...haha...let mi c...we brought a pressie for her...a butterfly necklace...haha...she like it...den oso buy a cake for her...chocolate cake...haha...awww...i dun eat chocolate cake...but i eaten half of it...den the other half was like running around the sch canteen...try to smash the cake on the face...haha...finally manage to catch her...wanna the smash cake on her...hu noes...she smash it on mi...oh...haiz...in front of kelvin koh...haiz...dead damn pai seh sia...my image gone le...haha...but nvm lahz...when did i have image de? haha...at least she enjoy her birthday...n oso it the last yr she is celebrating in school...hhaa...anyway...HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIXING~~
kae lahz...i m dead damn happy today...not onli my buddy is 17 liaoz...n oso...when i went to buy foolscap paper today...he was there...hahaha...happy wor...he even pass mi the foolscap...n find mi the change...happy lahz...went fruitcake today...oh...fruitcake is a new term i learn today...which oso mean nuts or mad...haha...i always gone nuts for him...hahaha...today angela suddenly mi....wad did i like is him? haha...ai yi ge ren no need reason de...u love him for who he is...wonder y some guys say how much he luv n stuffs...but once noe tat u r not virgin liaoz...stri away break up...really can't stand tis kind of guys...the guy shld luv the gal for hu she is...n not cos of whether she is a vrigin or not...haha...how did i drag till here? haha...
berli boring now sia...even through i m online...there r like 29 persons online in my msn list...but i onli wish tat kk will b online...haven been toking much for him...haiz...i miss him...i admit i do...i really wanna b wif him again...promising him i will b a gd stead...ha ha...but all tis is just my dreams...but still hope it come true...my birthday is coming soon...wonder if he still remember when is my birthday...if he really give mi a gift...tis yr will b my best bday le...haha...wun b real de lahz...juz keep on dreaming ba...haha...

u broke my heart so many times...but i nv hate u at all...coz u r the onli i long to b wif always...

i went to cut hair again yesterday...haa...always cut hair...dun ask mi y i yesterday cut hair...juz feel like cutting...den juz cut lohz...i crazy lahz...hahhaa...i tink cut le...better...hahha...but i dunno u all will notice ma...haha...but not berli obvious...take note on monday wor~!
i went to orcahnd today...den at ngee ann city there...saw 'spiderman'...hahhaa...berli funny sia...hahaha...the actions...haha...make mi laugh till i piangz sia...haha...got a m1 $40 u2 voucher...hehe...so went to u2 today...den buy clothes...haha...so happy~~! hehe...got new clothes...haha...i went to topshop today...the clothes there okie okie lohz...some berli nice oso ah...but so sad...i no money le...haha...i suddenly feel tat i going for brands sia...die liaoz lahz...i going to become materialistic (wonder correct spelling) liaoz lahz...next time wun go buy those clothes tat is sold in market...onli go for brands...muz change tis sia...hhaha...
haiz...i tink he really treat mi as a fren ba...i m sick these few days...n of coz still sick now...he cares for mi lohz...ask mi to c doc n stuffs...den u noe wad? he say tat these r wad frens should b doing lohz...haiz...kinda sad n down lohz...haiz...he can't expect mi to treat him as a fren...he should noe tat i m in luv wif him...i can't possible to treat him as my fren de lohz...haiz...wonder wad i can do? u all tell mi..?

went to watch mean girls yesterday...at cathay cinleisure...haha...juz love watching movie there...hahaa...dun ask mi y...hahhaa....tis mth watch 2 movies le...i going bankrupt...haha...next week still wanna watch brotherhood...haiz...ok ok...mean girl is a nice movie...haha...it cool lohz...haha...
haiz...i really dunno my own feelings...i m confuse...sad...haiz...dun understand...y we always can't get the those we really luv...but those u dun luv...keep on finding for u....haiz...luv is such a strange...prehapes it oso scary...too scary....scary till i scare falling in luv...haiz...luving someone is a pain...but when the person luv u....is xing fu de...haiz....
waiting for a person...is oso hurtful...a lot of ppl asking mi dun wait for him le...the longer u wait...the more sad u will get...but i dun care...i wanna to make him n oso let him noe...he is the most important guy in my life when i 17 yrs old....i noe u guys might say it not worth it or sth...but...just let mi be ba...mayb he wun noe there is a gal waiting for him for so long...but let him be the xing fu person tat is being luv by me....

hey hey...was having my o level chinese oral...hahaha...even through my throat hurts so much...n oso wif my head feeling giddy...tink i gonna b sick soon man...hahaa...the oral passage was like on others races learning chinese lahz...tink i was ok wif reading ba...juz tat 'hua yu' become 'hua wen'...'hua wen' bcome 'hua yu'...hahaha...the teacher keep smiling to mi lohz...try to maintain eye contact...tat impt...hahaha...den qns came...1st was on a gal scoring gd results for o level...but choose to go poly instead of jc...wad are ur views abt tis...hehe...i tink it okie lohz..the topice...but if the topic is in english...more easily to say...hahaha...2nd qns was on extra lessons in schools...hahaha...i feel lucky to have such topic...not berli hard n oso not berli easy to ans...haha...hope i did well ba...hahaha...
hahaha...i'm so tired now...go slp le...hehehe...bye bye...take care guys~! all the best to those having oral next week...hahaha~!

went to watch movie today...call windstruck...wo de ye man shi jie...u all heard of it b4 ma? the lead actress is the lead actress in my sassy girl...u all should go n watch this movie man~! reasons for watching tis? coz is nice lohz....haha~! if u r gal...dun go wif a guy...trust mi~! haha...the movie is nice...starting part is quite funny lohz...but den getting more n more sad...watch till i cry sia...tat y i say dun go wif a guy mahz...haha...the couple is berli cute...romantic in some ways too...how i wish i got someone like tat wor...hahaha...but the ending for them is not really a beautiful one lohz...the guy pass away...so sad lehz...'after i die...i will become the wind...when u feel tat wind is ard u...tat means tat i m with u'...so sad...so touching...oh god...really should go watch tis~! hahaha...does i sound like some kind of promoter or sth? hahaha....
die liaoz lahz...oral coming...2 days more...on friday...sianz lehz...i 12 plus end sch...den muz wait till 2.30...to report...den still muz wait for like 2 hrs...coz i m the last person for the day...so suay sia...my fren all different from mi lehz...haiz...so sad...wonder wad i can do for 2 hrs...hahhaa...slp? i dun tink so...coz the atmosphere inside the hall...will b berli tight...hahaha...coz too stress le...hahaha....
he haven been online for so many days le...wonder wad happen to him...saw him in school quite a few times...but haven been toking...hahaha...asking mi whether i miss him? yup...i do...of coz...miss him always...hahhaa...somehow i juz regret...regret for not being a good stead...tat y he leave mi ba...haiz...i really wanna to his ger again...but do i have the chance? hu can gif mi an answer?